Songs without Passion

Okay, in this entry i’m gonna post my first song for the blog. It’s called “songs without passion” ( i would be very much obliged if no one takes any part from it, even though it’s not really good…)

the lyrics are:

it seems to me
that without you in my life
something doesn’t feel right
i stay awake all throughout the night

i sit down
to try to write
but without you
nothing comes to mind

c-i think i lost it again
my confidence is gone
i can’t seem to write a good song
but to go on without a melody
makes the world seem so empty

i try to write
songs of hope and pride
about the good times
but nothing comes out

and whenever i do finish a song
it comes out no better than
some chicken scratch
with words all scrambled up
and no real topic-c

i try to write
songs of silly little things
but i see how stupid i am
i tried to write songs of politics
but i just realized nobody really cares-c

*this songs is about having the urge to write a song, but not having really anything to write about. it’s a song about writers block.*

WHAT THE HECK?

going through some of my e-mails, i realize how angsty i can get. not because of spam, but because of what some things that people can do. things that annoy me:

1! people who add to the rules, thinking it will stop chaos and confusion, but only making things more chaotic and confusing.

2! weird bodily noises. i don’t know why it’s just some of them irritate me.

3! civil issues for ALL

4! bad drivers

5! arrogant people

6! when people don’t think before they do something<<<<that’s a big one that annoys me

but on an upside, thinking of those who truly believe that we “evolved” from gue or some crap like that makes me laugh because to sound so passionate about things that are so unrealistic is so hilarious. don’t get me wrong believe what you would, but that to me sounds so redunckulous that it makes me laugh.

catch up

Finishing up my grilled cheese sandwich, i got to thinking of what MAKES the whole sandwich-Ketchup. It all started when i was baby, i would through up all my food (i had[have] stomache issues), until one day, we went to the most disgusting place in the world, well one of them-McDonald’s. then as i grew older my stomache wouldn’t make enough acid, so the doctor told me to start eating that red, sugary, delicious stuff. Why am i talking about my obsession of ketchup you may ask. well because my brain just works that way, so deal with it. now it did start to work, but being OCD to an extent, nobody knew i wouldn’t be able to stop eating it. i mean i did go to bbq sauce then to sweet and sour, but ketchup is a classic. it’s so good for pretty much anything you can think of. by the way, don’t try it with tomato soup, it’s just more sugar and fat. don’t get me wrong i love sugar, but it’s cool to be healthy. SO BECOME A VEGETARIAN. it’s awesome i love being a vegetarian, despite my picky preferences for fruit and vegetables. speaking of which, i’m in the mood for a piece of watermelon. WATERMELON IN THE MIDDLE OF FEBRUARY? yes, but where to find them… who knows.

on a side note: I LOVE NICK AND NORAH’S INFINITE PLAYLIST. not just because kat dennings is in it, but because it’s a great movie all over. specially since the story line is so familiar to many of us, well plus or minus, but everyone gets their heart broken and somehow, eventually gets back up.

also, soon to come, are a couple of lyrics that I WROTE, so i would appreciate it if nobody takes them, not that they’re any good, but that is my art. some will be just lyrics, some might even be a demo of that mp3. you can go to my purevolume site, which is provided in the external links part of this site, to listen to my other crappy songs.

anyways, enough of my rambalings of my mental issues and my obsession for ketchup. Laters!

Plagiarism or just bad coincidence

Okay so today it was a pretty laid back day, until five minutes before I went to grab a bite to eat. My [Psychology]professor e-mailed me saying that there were a couple of things wrong with my homework, one of them was “plagiarism”. Now I understand how plagiarism is not cool. As a song writer one of my worst fears is that someone might take my songs and make them their own, even though they’re not very good, but you get the picture. Now for homework you can use the book right, so when I went to Wikipedia to get some more information about the subject, it’s automatically plagiarism? ummmm… okay…. ?_? what the hell? I wasn’t trying to get the answers off of someone else plus if you think that, that is plagiarism, then what is taking the answers from the textbook? If you ask me, that sounds a little hypocritical. Anyway, I apologized to him cause I like Psychology and I want to earn the credits now plus I might want to go into music, but I want my degree first, so I can’t afford to get expelled. He still hasn’t responded to me yet. So is it plagiarism or is it just a bad coincidence? by the way that’s just one question that going on through my mind, so you guys don’t have to answer that question.

i have entered

Greetings, after thinking, looking at a couple of blogs, questioning the reasons, and of corse obsessing over Kat Dennings, I have finally entered this artistic world of blogging.  Now I want to make sure that I don’t sound like I’m whining, but you can take this however you would.   I plan on just writing my day to day events and random thoughts of insanity.   In other words, you might find a lot of rambullings of stupid crap, but also some intricate thoughts, so I hope everything goes well.