Posted by Abel Gancsos on Mar 22, 2009 in
Blog trying to concentrate on some projects while hearing irritating sounds echoing through the whole house, i realize something. this is my last night before the regular routine starts up again. you know, waking up at 10 going to class, doing school work, going to my other class, then coming home. Gee, that sounds so fun… blah! at least it’s better than staying home all day bored and not doing anything constructive. i also realize that i have to really put the pedal to the metal for this last semester. MUST GET A 2.5 GPA, I MUST!!! i can’t stand having another one of these semesters. let me be more clear by saying that i couldn’t work according to my manager at the new job i got since my GPA was lower than had to be, which means no money, which means not what i need right now. so I MUST GET MY GPA BACK UP. did i mention, i only have about 6 weeks to do it? oh well, the reality is, just sit down and do the work, which i have been getting better with, but still DO THE WORK. that’s all it takes. stop complaining, stop whining, stop using laziness as an excuse, just do what has to be done.
anyways, i just needed to get that off of my chest for now. i’m gonna go get rid of my angst/anxiety somewhere else. Laters!
Posted by Abel Gancsos on Mar 19, 2009 in
Blog on spring break, thinking of all that has to be done. all the programming assignments i have to catch up on and even though we did most of the codes if not all during class, i’m still to lazy to put everything together. that’s not to say that i’m not writing any code. since monday i wrote at least 4 programs, even though that’s really only 2 because i copied and pasted my c++ code and put it into java synthax, and it’s now thursday (usually i write 2 to 4 programs on friday). i don’t know, i just don’t enjoy programming when i’m MADE to write a code a certain way. especially when there are more efficient ways to write. but if i was given a project to write, with only the purpose of the program, i’m sure i could make a decent WORKING program. but anyways, all i’m doing is obviously writing my own code (physics equations), watching movies, and of course going onto forums.
blah!!!!!! code…music….ahhh…. i’m decent at both and i love both passionately, but honestly i would want to go into music. there are plans and we shall see!!!!
on a better note: at least i’m getting a little bit more sleep 
until next time…Laters!!!
Posted by Abel Gancsos on Mar 11, 2009 in
Blog thinking of the last post that i entered, which was a really long time ago, just leads me to say…yeah forget about it, let’s just go onto the next post…
anyways, i hate when people try to break your spirit by making you not want to act on your passions. what i mean is that if you want to do something, do it. don’t just act on emotions though. don’t just go like, “hey! i’m horny, there’s a girl right next to me…” you get my point. if you REALLY want to run or be an actor/actress, then go for it. don’t wait for other’s approval. i mean that is a great test that they do try to do that, but if they succeed in doing so, then you want to do it for others and not yourself. do things because you want to and not for others, cause then you would have a better chance of being happy.
*if you read my other posts, you know i use “you” a lot to help me explain certain things. it’s not meant to be personal towards the reader*
on another note: i don’t think it’s right for others to thing that they are better because they have more money or popularity. everyone is a human, life, so everyone deserves the same amount of respect. it’s not just about “the golden rule”, it’s civil rights. many people fought and lost their lives to protect people rights, which includes respecting each other because they are humans.
anyways, i have to get back to homework, so if you don’t take anything, take at least this: don’t care what other people think, if you want to do something constructive, go for it.