Camp Firey Nights

Sitting in front of the campfire and watching the fire die down, I start realizing how relaxing it is. Sure I’m finishing up my psychology homework, but the campfire makes it less stressful. come to think of it i’ve been making a campfire pretty much every night so far, since the weather is getting warmer and i’ve been feeling a little bit better. let’s talk a little bit about school. two weeks left, everything getting jammed into these last two weeks: 10 more programs to write (not that bad actually, just taking what the professor gave us and putting it together), two more weeks worth of discussions in both sociology and psychology, and an oral presentation in another class. the bright side is that history is pretty much done, but i also pretty much failed calculus. any ways let’s get back to the relaxing part of this evening. everyone is going inside to eat diner while i stay out enjoying the campfire. it’s about to go out so maybe i should put some more wood in. hold on. okay, so now i’m ready to stay out here for a couple more hours. i actually love staying outside during warm summer nights while watching a campfire. it’s very relaxing. i just realized that the best therapy is the most simplest thing, just taking a few moments and enjoying nature. one bad thing is that the neighbor kids are really loud and annoying, but at this point i feel like i’m on cloud 9 so i don’t care. i have a feeling know that there are going to be much, much much more campfires like these. anyways, i’d better finish my last assignment for psychology then enjoy the rest of the fire. laters!

Easter?

sitting here in the dark, my brain started to wander. last night about 2000 years ago, HE hung on the cross, then was put into the tomb, and now we wait, only about 7 more hours before HE rose again then about 40 days later HE went into heaven. I say all this because this is the story of easter, not that bull crap about some easter bunny. that’s just a load of crap, it’s almost as bad as evolution because that’s all what young children now a days see easter as. BS. anyways, let’s not go into that now, we’ve been through this many times… it’s just some thoughts that are going on in my crazy mind right now. some people get excited about it, i honestly don’t, i just refuse to deny the truth of what it really is about and what really happened.

a quick change in thought-i just saw Fast and Furious and i thought it was pretty good. i just hate how the story line jumps out of order after the second film. to tell you the truth, the “third” or actually the real fourth file, aka Tokyo Drift shouldn’t even be in the story line. the only way that it makes sense is if you watch “Fast and Furious” before it because that how you understand why Han had to go to Japan and also Dom came back at the end. the rest of the movie is cool, but doesn’t really fit in. i know, i know, with these types of movies, you don’t go for the story line, you go for the car. Great! Kudos! but i also need a decent story line, otherwise we can just look at those cars in a magazine. but all in all i love all the movies.

okay, back on topic- easter to me is just another day, but i know/believe what happened on these 3 days. do you honestly believe that easter is all about a stupid bunny? in fact, why is it a bunny? why not a puppy? or a cat? or even a kangaroo? i’m just saying that certain things are just redunkulous. what easter is REALLY about is the self-willing death of God the Son, not the redunkulous and made up Easter Bunny. well, i should be getting on my way before i say how intellectually deprived (stupid) some people can be. happy easter!  laters!

shapppoooopppieeee

well, since my voice is shot and i can’t finish one of my creative projects (not that i sing better when my voice isn’t shot), i was bored so i decided to make another post. i woke up today with a realization that i can get at least two “B’s” easily. one in my history class, psychology (which reminds me i have to finish my test), and sociology (easiest class in the world), now if only i can bring up my grade in calc. my only hope of getting at least a “C” would be getting an “A” on the final. anyways, enough of school, let’s go onto another topic-work.

well even though i have a chance of raising my GPA back up to a 2.5, i still don’t want to risk a job again so i decided to search high and low for a good computer related job off campus and yet close enough to commute back and forth. first thing that came to mind was the apple store. i thought, hey i love ipods, my g4 powerbook, i wish i had an iphone, i love computers, and i’m pretty good with IT work (even though at times i have to ask myself, what the hell am i doing in a computer science major). so i applied with big dreams, but no hope and low expectations. well better find another idea. man this economy sucks. now i might be horrible with money, but logically i think it would have been better if instead of bailing out people, we could have…ummm…i don’t know, maybe worked on the trillions of dollars that is now our debt. great job obama!!! at least it took bush more than 50-sum days to messed up the US. now granted obama was given this mess, but good great gosh, if we gonna keep going as we are, we are going to become something what we’ve been fighting against. so many lives were lost to prevent what we will become-COMMUNISTS!! great job!!! i wish i could just move to spain right now. sure i only speak a little spanish, but at least i’d be in a more logical area on the planet, at least in my opinion.

anyways, getting off that annoying topic of politics, i’ve been getting back into scrubs, ironic how the last episode EVER is to air in may. i love it, it reminds me how i wanted to be a doctor, then when i look at my hands i remember why i didn’t.

anyways, i should be getting back to my test. laters!