court

so today was the big day. the day started like any other. i went to all my classes and i had a study session for physics. when i got to the court it wasn’t that bad at first, but then about an hour later, it was so bad that i wished i was in a dentist’s office. i had all types of sounds all around me and the smells of nicotine and curry. and not just any regular sounds, but all the sounds that irritate me.

anyways, so i walk up to the prasicutor and he says that in his 15 years of working, never has an officer went up to him and told him that this kid is a good kid so be nice.

so then the judge called me up about thirty minutes later and pretty much told me that i am walking on very thin ice because i am very close to getting my license provoked.

now the ethics that i had on my mind for about a month. the main reason that i was let off so softly is because my neighbor is one of the coolest police officers and he talked to the police officer that pulled me over. luckily enough they were friends, but still, i don’t see how this is very ethical.

now, you might be thinking, “shut up dude, just be grateful” and believe me i am, but there’s still a level of immorality i see in it. for three hours i spent watching how the others weren’t getting any big breaks. why me? that’s all i want to know. why me and not one of the other 40 something cases? just because we’re neighbors with an officer? that’s another thing, i don’t believe in pba cards because that’s pretty much saying, “do whatever you want with no consequence” just because you’re friends with an officer. here’s a thought—-why not be friends with a cop without the benefits? after all, isn’t that the definition of friendship, not using someone for a means to an end? that’s actually the definition of immorality and yet many of us do it….

so why me and not one of the others?

History Final and Final GPA

Okay so i finally received my grade back from my history class. i earned an a which brings my gpa to a 2.4. it’s not a 2.5, but it’s much better than a 1.9 or something like that.

other than that, my court date is quickly nearing, next week to be exact, and my nerves are still up there. our neighbor did talk to the officer (which i have a few things to say about later on) and he said that something could be done. i don’t know what and i probably wouldn’t be in the position of telling you if i did.

my first week of classes just went by and it was pretty good. i’m actually excited. for my goals, they haven’t really changed from the summer goals, since they worked and i want to keep progressing in my studies. in other words, school comes first then work.

anyways, i’m pretty tired so i should run. until

next time, laters!!!

All i see is ravens

after seeing the blind side for the second time, I made it official- I’m gonna start watching American football, specifically Baltimore ravens football.

the story overall is very inspirational and just enforces my belief that everything is possible, regardless of how one believe as such. personally I believe if you want it bad enough and put your whole heart into it, then everything is possible. I especially love how the movie is bases on a true story.

that being said, my favorite athlete is Michael oher. you gotta give the guy props for being that good regardless of his background. his family isn’t perfect, but they are loving and completely supportive to all their kids.

ravens ravens ravens all I see is ravens…..

until next time. later!

Finals Fall 2009

okay so i got back most of my final grades back, except for one, history. here’s the run down:

digital logic: c+
data structures: c
calculus: d
health: b
philosophy: a hehe

so far my gpa is back at a 2.335 and it should get higher after i get my grade from history.

other than that’s, it’s been a crazy week so far and it’s only a tuesday, but this is generally how things go. mon-tuesday it’s extremely busy and then for the rest of the week i’m falling asleep from bordem.

and of course i’m still dead scared about the court date. anyways, gotta run.

laters!

2010

finishing up beauty and the beast, i realize that it’s new years and i haven’t posted. this is because i don’t believe that new years is really a holiday. this is due to the fact that there isn’t really any that’s different from tonight and tomorrow morning. what’s the difference between tonight and the morning? a hangover and for many, well, that’s just like any other week when they finish off a hard week by kicking off some steam. so new years isn’t really a holiday for me.

that brings me to the next topic. we should really change the term for times when we get a break. maybe we should call these vacations or simply times off…

as you all know, finals week as been over for some time now, but i neglected to post since i only received half of my final grades.

and finally, my court date is getting nearer too and i’m nowhere better. i’m still a complete mess with my nerves and i still hope that i don’t get any points on my license.

anyways, don’t let me ruin everyone’s night. go out and enjoy the celebrations, but remember: be safe and please help save a life-don’t drink and drive.

laters!!!!

Finals week 2009

coming out of a digital logic final (which i most likely bombed), i felt the urge to give an update of my summer goal. so far most of my finals went smoothly. history went great,philosophy went marvelous,data structures was okay,but the only two which i have a bad feeling about are calculus and digital logic. the funny thing is that i actually did try hard in all the classes, especially calc. maybe digital logic just isn’t my subject,but for some reason i still have to pass it. these are the moments when i feel like smashing a computer, but i won’t do it with my mac and i’m not going to pay for breaking a school computer. ahhhhh!!!!!!!

anyways, as i posted earlier that i was pulled over for speeding and i have to go to court. my dad spoke to our (cop) neighbor who spoke to the officer that gave me the tickets. i was to change the court date since he wouldn’t have been there and a “95 in a 65″ court case, they wouldn’t dismiss it. this in a way could be good news, i just wish that there could be some way i wouldn’t get any points on my license, especially since i’m suppose to be renewing my license in february and i don’t want to start off with a bad record. have i learned my lesson? i think so because i haven’t gone past 80 since then and i’m only moving with traffic. god i hate going to court and having points.

but wait!!! christmas is coming up!!!! < sarcastic> great!!! < / sarcastic> i’m just waiting for some other bad crap to happen and it didn’t even start snowing (really) yet. it’s freezing and being a vegetarian isn’t helping the whole situation

on a lighter note, house is turning into a great show again, even after house becoming “nice” and the new scrubs season is also a pretty good one. it’s interesting how zach braff came back, but without him, the show wouldn’t have continued.

it’s interesting how i know more about the human body than computers and yet i still picked computer science as my major. maybe i should become a doctor, but then again, i’m sure no one would trust me as their physician. i can’t blame them cause i would want a good doctor too.

it’s also great having an actually phone service, despite the higher tension between the parents, but i believe i made the right choice. we shall see with that one.

anyways, don’t let me ruin your evening. make some hot chocolate and cuddle up around the fireplace with your loved ones.

laters!

thanksgiving-is it happy or not so much?

what is thanksgiving? thanksgiving is also known as turkey day. why? well, on turkey day, everyone comes together with family, eats a whole bunch, gets fat, and perhaps even states what they’re grateful for.

would you like to know how it started? you might not be aware of this, but when the “white man” came to the americas when the native americans were not hard to find. well, the native americans taught the new comers how to grow crop and then they took over the land. so in a way, i take this as the new kids on the block playing a humble and welcoming people. i could be wrong about this part in history, but that’s how i interpret the sinario.

what does thanksgiving mean to me? well, in all honesty, i hate the holidays, specifically thanksgiving and christmas. it’s nothing religious, it’s just that something bad always happens and i can even guarantee it. as i stated yesterday that all this crap is being piled up again, so my statement is proven to be true in that sense. i don’t mean to burst your bubble, but the way i see it is that the holidays are SUPPOSE to be something special, but in reality it’s like a dog going to the vet.

i’m not saying i’m not grateful for anything, it’s just that i feel like the bad is starting to overweigh the good. i’m actually quite content with my life, it’s just that i wish i could pay off the point on my license some how. if it wasn’t for that, i probably wouldn’t sound so bitter, but as for the moment my heart has gone cold and my anxiety has come back.

anyways, enough of me moaning. i hope you guys have a great thanksgiving. laters!

The Prophesy

do you guys remember when i said all things must come to an end and nothing lasts forever? also, remember how great life has turned out to be? well, this week that prophesy has proven to be true. everything is being piled up, school, law, car, ect. if this is God’s plan to call me back to him, then it’s not really a good plan, but i do hope something good does come out of this. all i’m asking for is no points on my license, i’ll pay whatever, but i don’t want my dad to have to pay more on the insurance.

it seems like at the end of each semester the whole semester falls steeply downhill. no matter how much of a high and smoothly the semester is going, it ends up to be complete crap. bleh!!!! it seems like no matter how hard you work your ass, you can’t win. someone wants to see you on the ground. i’m not saying that i didn’t do anything wrong, i’m just saying that i don’t want points on my license, but i guess we’ll have to see what they can give me on December 23. one thing’s for sure is that i swear i’m not getting pulled over again.

it’s almost thanksgiving…. great! wuppdidoo! i feel like it’s my last meal before the firing squad. i’d rather get shot already and hope i survive.

oh and the worst part is that it didn’t even start to snow yet so i have to wait until the snow comes for the real crap to begin. there are many fml moments and then there are a couple of eml moments and that’s not even a joke.

anyways, i’ll stop whining about my problems, that won’t really help the situation. just as a warning though, if you’re an avid reader, i suggest not reading the post tomorrow.

laters!

One year anniversary/ up to now

okay so i haven’t posted in a bit, but for now everything’s going okay in school. i’m just glad that it’s about to be thanksgiving so i can catch up a bit, but i love all my classes. i love philosophy so much i’m making it into a minor.

work-i love the job, but since it’s a new born baby company, there’s certain things we have to work out. check out our site: http://www.1fixcomputermedic.com

in closing i just wanted to comment on the one year anniversary of becoming a vegetarian. i’m actually quite pleased with myself because i’m extremely commetted to this decision. and after all the meat experience since i became vegetarian, i swear i would never go back to carnivorism. it’s been one year and may the years keep incrementing.

anyways, come back in a couple of days for my thanksgiving update. you won’t want to miss it. laters!

Internet in the Hands of the Government

it doesn’t take much effort to search for what’s going on with the internet in the news. even on the tv you’ll hear rumors that the government wants to take over the internet. why? to pull down the porn? haha, if only! i believe that they want to stop people saying how much the government sucks. they know that the bloggers are stronger than they are and they even probably know they’re screwing up america even more, but for some reason their corruption won’t let them stop. some say that obama’s not even on this. he’s just a pawn in this little game. this could be true, but i won’t say anything about obama. in a way i think he can be a great person, but for some reason i find it stupid how within his first couple of months in office he gets a noble peace price (one of the most honored awards, well, at least it use to be). what has the government come to? some type of scientific experiment? didn’t hitler try something like that too, but fell so hard his kids felt it? why don’t some people realize that “socialism” (communism) doesn’t work at all?

another thing i find stupid is this big debate about which party is greater. who gives a crap?!? it’s not about which party is better, it’s about who gets more things done in a more ethical way. who gives a crap about the democrats? republicans? yeah, no. you won’t go to a bbq and when you notice that they’re from the opposing party you leave. this is just another reason why i think politics is just a waste of valuable time. if you want change, go out yourself and make a difference. don’t depend on the government to do that for you cause that’s like depending on a demon for your salvation. or giving a thief your money to save your grandparent. it still never shocks me how much stupidity is going on. you want to close up all forms of freedom of speech? and how is that american? you do realize that without that freedom the people corrupting our nation wouldn’t be able to do so because of the law against it. i’m not a politician (why on earth would i want to be now a days anyway) or anyone that should be speaking about these things, but maybe that’s a good thing because i’m not corrupt so i can still see through the window and rationalize if it makes sense or doesn’t. so far, not a lot that’s going on is making sense to me. it seems to me as if people are getting less and less intelligent each year. why is this happening? is it the school system? who knows, but it is happening and must be addressed. the government shouldn’t try brainwashing their people cause the last time that happened, ummm… didn’t it go into ruins…

anyways, enough of my ranting about non-important subjects.

until next time. laters!